My sister once told me that I was destined for greatness. And I believed her-still do. I think I am meant to accomplish something so amazing that it is unfathomable-what is my end game? What is the ultimate goal? In 5-10-15 years, who, where, and what will I be? Right now I simply do my best with what I'm given, walk through each and every door that God opens for me, and never, ever, set limitations for myself. By definition, that means that I am limitless. And I like feeling limitless-there is a certain power in feeling that nothing is beyond your reach.
I want it all. Money, love, self-worth, happiness, laughter. I want an unprecedented career and I want a beautiful family. I want to help the masses-but I'm content if I only help one. I want the grandness of a palace with the intimacy of a country cottage. I want the galaxy, but I want my own star. I want the exciting life of an international performer yet the calm life of an outdoor photographer. But whose life is really that calm anyway? Outdoor photographers get caught in the rain just like everyone else. I paint my own pictures-and I want to have the options of all the colors because sometimes I'm indecisive. But at the end of the day I will probably be most content with black and white.
How do you describe me? Who will you say I am? More importantly-who will I say I am? Once upon a time I took a personality assessment called "True Colors". And then I took it a year later and had completely different results. And I was told that's normal. The only consistent thing about life is change. So I will not be boxed in. I want it all. And with God as my Father, I can have it all. So what color would I be today? Probably one that doesn't exist. Just color me Corrah.
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